Wednesday, September 1, 2010

iMsMahasha

I was born in Essex.Mo at 6:00 in the morning on a Sunday in my mother& father's house.  My mother's name is Mildred or Millie she didn't like Millie so she changed it to Mildred My father is Isiah.we lived in a five room house when I first woke up to I was somebody I was 5 years old I have one sister and 5 brothers but whe we lived in Parma,Mo. I had only four brothers Geff came later after we came to K.C.  I was older than my brothers well one day it was our getting ready for school the first day the mother, that's how I glorify my mother- she is truly my heart  I love Her,any way on that day when we went to school.
 Well in the first place it look like a big giant house off some dirt road in the country with some big trees around the school it really look to me, 5 years old now a spooky old giant run down mansion and I was scared to go in there so I acted a fool  My mother just acted a fool with me cause she did not adjust to it was no shhhh stop that Marsha she would just get her switch out of the car her bag what ever she had with her that could carry her switches with her,  She go get one and pop your ass after she tell you to stop one time Well I got mine that day I was cool after that  I jumped up strighten up and ran in that building.When I got in there it was all kind of people in there mostly white Nurses and Dr.s' they were everywhere I realize at my age I was at the Dr.s' and they were giving every body shots cause it was so much noise in there.I saw my chance to go out  of there cause it was another room  alittle ways across the room from where we came in the door and I ease my way over to it and looked in the door and there it was a class room with chairs and books,desks it was a class room  right there in the Dr.s' house  cause it did look like big house.The lady was talking to the children they were looking at me I look back to see where my mother was and they were still standing there she was talking to this man, the lady came over to me and said where your mama  I pointed at my mother then she took me in the class room to her desk and gave me some kind of candy and said come on let's go get mama and took me back in the other room and  said some thing to my mother then went back where she came from my mother said what you got and looked at my hand and said she gave you that I shook my head yes she said you know how to talk I shook my head yes again,Then this other lady came up to us and said we can come up now. When we got up to this other desk they were talking again I started feeling scare again so I saw these people and this other lady was with afew of the children and this lady also a Nurse ahe was taking people to the bath room so I said Mil I got to go tg the bathroom she look at the lady and the children and said bathroom? the lady said yes mam then she showed her me then I went with her.We went outside around the other side of the big house on the backside of it and there was this little house it was a out house to use the bathroom, she waited out side while all the children went to use it  I really did not have to use it so I ran back around the house and hid in our car she didn't miss me so I stayed in the car and layed on the floor I stayed there for awhile I was almost sleep when my mother & brothers  came to the car  My mother  said what you doing in there come out of there before I whip your ass I came out but my brothers Isiah jr.,David,Gilbert & Michael I don't know where my sister was But my brothers had already had a shot my mother said come on we been lookin all over for you and you out here sleeping in the car it is your turn to get your shot I was really scared no  Mil, No Mil I said that is what mother wanted us to call her Mil I guess it was short for Mildred she pulled me in there and that man put this big needle in my arm I cryed OOOOh! and when he was done and put some more alcolhol  on it I ran out that door and went to that out house went in there and cryed and cryed. I was really upset with everybody I got my nerve I stayed inthere until my father came and got me.It was pretty dark when I came out My father had to come from his job to get me  I was his daughter not my mother and nobody should do any thing to me cause I am his angel and he was my favorite Me his favorite and I could not do no wrong in his eyes and I knew this at that early age I was so spoiled by my father And my mother too, Finlly got home and I took my bath it was in this big tub made of tin one of those wash tubs you would have to fill it with buckets of water and then wash up and when we finish Mil would pour clear water on us to get the soap off of us and then we would dry off say our prayers and go to bed Our Father Who Art In Heaven would be the prayer father would say with us  it was cool I love my family I remember saying that when I grow up I'm going to be somebody rich with a lot of stuff, He would ask us what we going to grow up and be? I don't remember what my brothers wold say But it seem to be like cowboy,singer, fireman.Well it is time to go to bed. Title:iMsMahasha Pt. 1  by: Marsha Henson http://imsmahasha-alimbayan.blogspot.com/         
   

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

NELSON pt. 2

We got on the elevator and went down.There was no talking while we were on the elevator he was studying me looking at me like he was going to get me, any minute now so we got off the elevator and  went across the hotel lobby to the revoling doors once outside we ran down the sidewalk he was still holding my hand we got to the end of the sidewalk on one corner was The Union Station the other corner was The U.S Post Office and I don't know what the other building was on the other corner anyway we went pass that building and ran up the street he was still holding my hand  jogged across the bridge on the other side of the bridge we cross the street holding my hand still he I did not try to shake my hand aloose from him my goodness it  was Prince The Singer holding it and it made me feel good I didn't even think about not caring to much for him I was happy that he was with me and I with him it was cool  he seem cool and as far as being gay NOT we crossed this little curb like street and it put us in front of The Hereford House  there  was a hotel next door called The Midwest there was a Temporary Employment Co. The Hereford House was a restaurant  an it smelled great We went in the hotel he sign the hotel book and the clerk gave him a key we got in another elevator went up to the second floor and went to a corner room it was suppose the best room well one of the best rooms in the Midwest how I know this is because  later on in the years after this time with Prince The Singer I worked in this hotel I cleaned the rooms  here Well we got in this room and it was like I was on a cloud  and I was not high he put his hands on my shoulders and some kind of way we flopped on the bed we were still dressed he raised my dress and rubbed my leg he got out of the bed and so as I was getting up he pulled me up we both were out of the bed but we were standing at the end of the bed he helped me on the bed again this time he raised my skirt he rubbed both of my legs it was strange to me because he seem to be checking me the way I was built and how I look he only said a few words ask me my name while we were in the Crown Center Hotel but this was strange he was just looking at me and rubbing on my body while I was fully dressed it was kinda sexy to He layed  on top of me still dressed as he raised up he pulled me to my knees and panties came off he unfasten his pants as I look at him my eyes went to his shoes they were black satin like tiny pumps nice his pants were purple darkpurple and the look like the kind that James Brown would wear back in the day the 60's  and this top  it had a lot of buttons going across his shoulder like he would have to unbutton these before he could take off this shirt or jacket it was lavener color his hair was like a style that James Brown wore But his hair was longer, He climbed on the bed and we doing it doggystyle  It was great  I felt chills  all through me it was like I was on a cloud a rush. Well we layed there for a minute  fell asleep Well I fell asleep him I think he took 40 winks got up after I fell asleep cause when I woke up the next day  he was gone I got up went to look out the window  for a minute thinking huh what the hell then I went to the bathroom clean up and when I came out I saw This piece of paper on the chair and I picked i up looked at it was a phone number with a message to call me  I looked at it again but I got up set and tore  up that paper and slam it in the trash  and left that room,That is way I say Why did I destroy that phone number? I could have called it to see what was going on.That was my mistake I didn't call the number  I still remember that day and I have a reminderof that day His name is Carlin Williams aka Prince Dracula our son . Darling Nikki let's pretend we're married. I have another one in there to finish. The End. By Marsha J. Henson /Title: Nelson

Thursday, August 19, 2010

NELSON

I woke up this morning with a thought of how I can help PD aka Prince Dracula out, When I say out I mean on the music tip.You see PD is my son he is a Rapper,he has a talent and he is working it with the help of the Internet and me. He is a very goodlooking man he resembles his POP alot and me,which is only natural.I was also thinging why did I tear up that phone number by that I mean.... Well it all seem so strange and like a dream,Cause at the time in my life I was moving around alot to do my thang which was singing,I use to perform at different occasions it was fun and it payed well.And I did or see many performers.What I did not expect was PD to be a performer to and also his father to be a entertainer.I think the difference between the two is the shows are longer, cause all the shows I ever did last maybe 1 or2 hours payed by the hour so I had to change that so I would get payed by the set or per song.And that phone number that I disposed of and for the life of me I cannot remember that numberbut,the words said call me up sometime.And I'm calling but I'm using the Internet.Here is what happen and where I got that phone number from.One day I was doing my usual like finding a place to floss my singing talent on this day I was at Crown Center in the hotel lobby in Kansas City,Missouri sitting at a table rehearing my song and studying the words and how I was going to do these songs and which one to do. And I got distracted by the noise in the lobby of the hotel. I turned to see what was going on and I saw people everywhere walking back and forth around the lobby I looked at where the noise came from the most which was the front desk,I saw a man who just happen to be standing at the front desk and it seem that he was looking at me, to me it seem.Then I turn my head and I saw Jim Brown so I got up and took my composition book with me he stop I guess he saw me the same time as I was coming to him  when I got up to him I ask for his autograph, I really like a groupy asking for autographs he said ,Sure and he did while I was holding the composition book he finished and I said thank you sir, he said thank you and you have a good life I said ok and smiled he smiled back and went and got on the elevator.I went back to the table to finish studying my songs and what I was going to sing and how I was going to sing it the songs where Take Five and Misty.Hey I really was happy to have that autograph I was thinking I can't wait to get back to the house to let my mother see it she sure did like him she always said that he was a big black man and how goodlooking he was. Well he sure is a big man and wow! it was like I was standing next to a giant I mean phyically not mentally he was hugh compared to me,I promise you I had to ben my neck back to see his face he had to ben down to give me his autograph and he had a travel case for his suits over his shoulder I thought He was a very nice person.I was happy also to make contact with him. Well while I was sitting at the table I looked at the front desk,  you know how you can feel like some one is watching you well that is how I felt and this time when I looked at the front desk there he was still up there and he just happen to be standing under this over the head light and then I saw it was Prince the singer someone I really care for his music I like the way he looked just did not compute  with me. And anyway  I started to read my notes again you see there was this bar in the Crown Center called Signboard Bar and every week or day I really can't remember the days but I knew it happen there cause I went there sometimes and you could get a job there singing if you won the contest and I was in the line up for that day or night, as long as you brought in customers  to make money for the bar you could sing there and they did jazz plus sometime there would be scouts in there looking for new talent so I had to have my shit correct I think I was dam good with what I was doing so I was in that notebook my thang was singing is singing. And to this day  I am still in that mind. So I am not a stage mom, ha! where did that come from? You know what sometimes I go some place like in my mind and shit just pour out through my fingers and now I don't have to have writers cramp cause on this keyboard it is like this is what I needed to open up more and again.Focus!Now in Kansas City I was one of the Chaka Khan impersonators and that perticular day I was dressed in my CK outfit big hair,lipstick,shoal tied across my shoulder and breast plenty of bangles and rings some boots and I was looking good and pretty so I was told often.Thank you God! Plus I looked like CK from a distance now I like Stevie Nicks alot to and her style of dress also so I would be in a mixture of CK,SN TB Chaka's sister Taka I sang like Chaka & Taka and dressed a mixture of Chaka & Stevie and I'm a black woman. It was fun I loved it all of it the people, the limos, the places all here in KCMO back in the day!My mind was in a uproar and I was nervous but that was good for me people told me that I performed better in that state of mind cause that made me attack my performance more my stomach would always be doing flip flops for the first few minutes on stage then after that it's on.But I was really nervous so I took a sip of wine that was on the table where I was studying and rehearsing my songs I was in that notebook  and I was visualizing how I would do. My manager told me that I will do great just be nervous  yes I did have a manager his name was Murice and another that found my shows to do, But I was just doing my own thang for myself that day.Then all of  a sudden someone tap me on my right shoulder I turn to see who it was no one was there so I turned back around to my note pad I was stardle by the man that was at the front desk It was Prince The Singer I said hi I was studdering when I ask aren't you Prince  he said yes while nodding his head yes while sitting down  I just sat ther cause again it felt strange me sitting at the table  with Prince The Singer and I did not like him that well and I did not know him But he was cool I guess so he said you eat I said but I'm just drinking this wine and studing my notes for these songs he started sliding my notebook over to him and glanced at it.Then he said lets eat so he order food  I forgot what he order but it started with some shrimp cocktail and more of the white wine I was drinking he just kept looking at me like he really wanted me now so I looked back at him pick out a shrimp dip it in the cocktail and ate it then sip from my glass  then he said let's go I said huh  I can't go I'm next he said come on then Isaid The Signboard Bar  I sing He said let's go  so we went to the elevator the one that ride you up and you see the city when it got back down he got a hold of my hand and went to the other elevator  I looked at my notebook as we went pass fast I reach for it but he just didn't say anything and he was in a hurry to get where ever we where going once on the elevator he did not say anything again just looked at me like he love me elevator stop we got out still holding my hand  went to this door open it, but it sound like aparty in that room so he closed the door he pushed the elevator button